Monday, April 30, 2007

Tagged by Dina

Oh well since I'm lazy to think of something serious to blog about I'll just do this tag thing to prove to Dina that I do tags :P (I did sping's tag before lor!)

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, tag 3 people to do the same test:

I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games. (hmmm, unless dota counts! =D)
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (usually...)
I have changed mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse. (when the situation warants it =/)
I’m totally smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. (I need Subwayyyyy wahahaha)
I love sushi. (w00t)
I talk really, really fast. (hmmm sometimes i guess =/)
I have long hair. (I used to, by guy standards anyway :P)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look. (well not exactly like in a narcissistic sense, but I'm content ^^)
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. (key word: hidden..? I wonder what it is)
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends. (hmmm alot is so relative @@)
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (does my dad when I was young count..?)
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat. (NO WAY!!)
I don’t hate anyone. (but then, hate is open to intepretation =/)
I'm a pretty good dancer. (sp laughs at me T.T)
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.

I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before. (again, this may mean alot of things o.o)
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before. (not just one...)

I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything. (hmmm does math allergy count?)
I have a lot to learn.
I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.
(a lil =/)
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend. (probably not just my best friend ^^)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. (rawr!)
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (not around here you don't)
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. (the vanguard of human stupidity)
I am happy at this moment! (its the DEGREE of happiness that is in question here :P)
I’m obsessed with girls.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I study for tests most of the time. (Excusez moi? o.o)
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced. (not even my ears duh)
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles. (???)
I spend ridiculous money on makeup. (the evils of capitalism)
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
(the LEVEL of proficiency is another story)
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules. (I lurve water!)
I went college out of state.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. (I'm getting bored...)
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (well once in awhile ^^)
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I wear a toe ring.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with. ( =/ )
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. (no I don't cosplay)
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist. (if only, T.T)
I only clean my room when necessary. (yep! Everything is done on a need-to-clean basis!)
I like a person of the same sex. (the context of "like" here is too suspicious ^^)
I love being happy. (Excusez moi?)
I am an adrenaline junkie.

3 people who will have to do this

(zzz I hate this part. Well the first people off my list of links who haven't done it gets it I guess ^^)

1) Linsien
2) Victor
3) Ben...? lol lets see if he does tags!!

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Will you be there

There may be nothing magical about them. Just intepretations of certain neurological signals, generated by a certain pattern of vibratory variations picked up by the tympanic membrane, which go on to stimulate some preprogrammed biological response that move us in a certain way. But we do not (and perhaps should not) need to know these things. On a very abstract level we understand that the Music helps, in a deep, unspeakable way. That is, perhaps, all that matters.

Here is my contribution to all the music currently circulating in my little world. Thank you for the music. Good luck for the finals. And in all of life's challenges, God bless.

This was the ending theme for the movie "Free Willy"
- Will you be there, by Michael Jackson.



To repentance, recovery, and renewal.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Mortality

We like to believe that there is a type of magic in certain things in this world. A shred of sanctity, we call 'meaning'. Against our senses and our reasoning faculties, we make illogical but beautiful romanticizations of the things we see, feel, and do. This is the curse of the human being, the ironic result of a fusion of incredible imagination with pitifully limited knowledge. Sometimes we go too far, seeing too far in our shiny dreams, yet understanding far too little. And it is in the fury of the inevitable retribution that we come to find disappointment, despair.

And we call it, Life.



To the hurt, the sorrowful, and the departed.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Magical! Mystical! Wonderful!

Lol I intended to do this sooner before the physics test but the whole laptop lightning fiasco got in the way and so I was forced to postpone till now.

This is for all of you out there who at one point or another found yourself wallowing in a chin-deep and rising pool of equations ^^

Presenting Magical! Mystical! Wonderful! Complete with smug emoticon!



(I think ls and eric are gonna kill me for this xD)

Thursday, April 5, 2007

A strange night

A night stricken with misfortune, yet a night of events made possible by that misfortune. A night spent with an old, old friend, long neglected and almost forgotten. A paradoxical night, with opportunity and disability superposed. And on this peculiar, almost spiritual night, I picked up my pencil and paper, and in the most primitive way began to write

Slowly, shyly, a step outside
Then bolder, stronger, another stride
Into the night, ablaze, alight
Not with moonglow, but man-made light

Slowly, shyly, a step outside
A foreign step, a forgotten rhyme
Retaken, recited, for today, tonight
There is nothing to do with "much needed" time

Then bolder, stronger, another stride
An unspeakable pull on my uncertain feet
With solitude my companion and friend and guide
So long forgotten, so bittersweet

Into the night, ablaze, alight
With colours of the unbridled mind
Fathomless trails of discontinuous insight
With Michael's flowing chords entwined

Not with moonglow, but man-made light
Not answers to the will or wish
Not miracle nor magic nor divine light
But peace, and prayer, and wistful relish

Slowly, shyly, a step outside
Then bolder, stronger, another stride
Into the night, ablaze, alight
Not moonglow, naye, just man-made light